Wednesday, May 11, 2011

In Love?

I honestly don't know what is this I'm feeling for someone....

I have this friend of mine, we're sweet with each other, very sweet actually....

One day, i don't know what happened, but I just can't stop thinking about him...
I'm always waiting for him to get online.... I'm always waiting for his text...

I want to see him....


Almost effortlessly like he's a part of my whole system.....


I hate what I'm feeling right now.....
I can't be in love with him.... You see, he's not someone I will fall in love with....


But hell, I can't help it.....

I'm trying so hard to deny it....
I don't want to accept the most logical explanation of all these things.....


I can't be in love with him.... I just can't......


I hate myself for feeling this way....

:(

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Thesis

Oh thesis!

So, at our school, third year second sem, you have to do the chapters 1-3 of your thesis. Then, defend your title.

It's quite difficult, seriously! Even now, it is already vacation, all of us are still doing this what they call thesis.

I don't hate it, i do know that it is really a part of college life. But really, thesis is not that easy. A lot of hard work, sleepless nights, pressure, stress rolled into one is still not enough.

I wonder if I can really make it. A good thesis or rather a great thesis made by me? I doubt it! It's not that I don't trust myself or what, I just don't know if I can, if I'm good enough.

But I'm really trying my best to finish my thesis. Reading a lot, researching in libraries of different schools, asking a lot people if they have an idea regarding my topic, seeking advices from different professors ... oh sheesh! What more?

I just hope that all of the hard works will be paid off.

Well, after this, it is still not yet done....There's the defense, OMG!

I know God will help me with all of these.

This blog is kinda nonsense, i know that!

I'll post something interesting soon, when my mind is not preoccupied with sooo many things. When I can hold a single sane thought in my head na.

That's all for now.

Monday, April 11, 2011

I Miss You

Hi Blogger! I missed you! I seriously missed you.

It's been quite a while since my last post here. I'm sorry for neglecting you ever since I learned about Tumblr. And I've been very busy too, no time for any social networking thingy.

But hey, I'm back now! I'll try to update here once in a while.

Gonna post all my personal blogs here, not in tumblr. I find blogger more "personal" than tumblr.

That's all for now.


P.S.

I just had a very very hard time remembering what's my eadd here.... Memory gap!
Sheesh!