Wednesday, May 11, 2011

In Love?

I honestly don't know what is this I'm feeling for someone....

I have this friend of mine, we're sweet with each other, very sweet actually....

One day, i don't know what happened, but I just can't stop thinking about him...
I'm always waiting for him to get online.... I'm always waiting for his text...

I want to see him....


Almost effortlessly like he's a part of my whole system.....


I hate what I'm feeling right now.....
I can't be in love with him.... You see, he's not someone I will fall in love with....


But hell, I can't help it.....

I'm trying so hard to deny it....
I don't want to accept the most logical explanation of all these things.....


I can't be in love with him.... I just can't......


I hate myself for feeling this way....

:(