I have this friend of mine, we're sweet with each other, very sweet actually....
One day, i don't know what happened, but I just can't stop thinking about him...
I'm always waiting for him to get online.... I'm always waiting for his text...
I want to see him....
Almost effortlessly like he's a part of my whole system.....
I hate what I'm feeling right now.....
I can't be in love with him.... You see, he's not someone I will fall in love with....
But hell, I can't help it.....
I'm trying so hard to deny it....
I don't want to accept the most logical explanation of all these things.....
I can't be in love with him.... I just can't......
I hate myself for feeling this way....
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