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let's go a li'l pinoy this time.... magtatagalog ako ngayon para masaya... my first tagalog blog ever!

i don't know, but there's this guy kasi... i really like him.... A LOT! we've met at the right time but the timing is not perfect??? what??? ano daw yun??? basta late kaming nagkakilala...

let's  say, the day we've met, we're both single and AVAILABLE kaso as time runs,  nagkaron siya ng gf...  it made me feel soooooooo sad... i must say, i was really hurt!

and everytime na itatry kong iwasan siya or what, parang nananadya talaga ang tadhana... saka naman siya magmemessage or magpapakita sakin... it's so nakakainis diba???

and i hate myself kasi hindi ko talaga siya matiis... as in!

before, lagi ko lang sinasabi na, crush ko lang siya...mga ganon...kasi yun naman talaga ang "akala" ko dati.... pero just recently kasi, parang nakapag-isip ako ng bonggang bongga then may nangyari pa... ayun! parang that "thing" made me realize na gusto ko pala talaga siya... i don't know if todo yung pagkagusto na yun or what...basta i like him! i really really like him...

kaso yun nga, he's taken! i'm really irritated kapag nakikita ko sila together.. la lang, naiinis lang ako...hehehe! but no, i'm not jealous naman.... hindi naman ako selosa... la lang, nakakainis lang kasi dapat talaga kami! hahaha, echos!

no, but seriously, it's an ouch naman talaga diba? makita mo yung guy na you really like na may kasamang iba.... 

so yun! i just feel the need na ilabas tong nafifeel ko right now...i'll go crazy kapag hindi ko to nailabas...promise!

gusto ko talagang mawala whatever feelings i have for him right now...kasi nga diba, hindi nga kami pwede...as in hindi!

it'll hurt me more kapag hindi nawala to! kasi naman eh!

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is this really a tagalog blog? hahaha! taglish ata pero pwede na rin! diba???

nakakarelate ba kayo???

hay...........